Cover Art of Hellblazer (1988) #27.
*Casting his gaze around the small world of his childhood in the north of England, John Constantine registered only guilt and horror, and he came to believe those things resided within him. He could feel something nameless squirming inside, a bogeyman's curse that rendered his own doom inevitable... and even desirable. As he grew into his teens, he drifted toward occultism, twisting and trivializing ancient practices to suit his adolescent urges, spitefully raining pain on his father's life with arcane symbols and abused animals. It made no difference; the taint inside him still scratched and screamed. *Source: Back of card